Salisbury Stakeout

This is Raymond. He's a waste management worker in Salisbury and is so proud of his job that when I asked for his photo after talking with him a few minutes in the car park (a public parking lot), he headed straight for his cart to pose.

We met because I needed directions to Sarum Mound, a walk that takes about an hour and a half from the center of Salisbury. It goes along the Avon River out of town, turns through a nature sanctuary (a grassy park on the other side of the river), and then heads along a public footpath to the Mound.

"You're American," he announces with the certainty of Sherlock Holmes. "Where are you from?"

"Seattle."

"Oh, I've seen that movie."

He is grinning toothily. It takes me a moment to cotton on. "Right," I say. "Sleepless in Seattle."

"I know all about America from the movies," says Raymond. "I've collected hundreds of American movies on DVD for when I retire." He is 65 and being forced to retire in a month because his contract isn't being renewed. He wants to get a part-time job, maybe at a store, for "something to do."

"I like animal movies. They make me cry," he says as he mock-weeps and wrings out an imaginary hankie. "I'm proud of Lassie as an English film. I love dogs. I'm daft about dogs."

We spend a few minutes comparing movie notes, then I need to move on. After warning me of the trip's extensive length, Raymond tells me to watch for lots of Flintstone and Barney Rubble. He has a twinkle in his eye, and although I'm not sure I heard him correctly and whether to take this as a warning or another American joke, I play along, wave goodbye, and head out.


Along the Avon, I meet a 95 year-old lady who feeds the swans leftover bread once or twice a week. She doesn't look a day over 70. Her two daughters run a B&B in Salisbury.

Next I meet a lovely dark, short-haired golden retriever named Dempsey at the nature sanctuary. He had charged over the hill with a branch in his mouth and plunged into the river. He swam around after duck feathers and fluff.

His owner soon came over the hill. He told me about the Checkers, the part of Salisbury that was built on a grid, unlike the usual Middle Ages towns that grew up willy-nilly. That would explain the more open feeling of this city over Bath.

New (as in current) Salisbury was actually planned. It had been moved from the old Sarum Mound spot by a bishop who wanted a cathedral separate from the castle. Sarum Mound has foundation remnants of both.

The nature sanctuary is mostly along the river, and I paused to pick up feathers from wood pigeons and watch a little waterbird gather grasses and reeds for her nest. She swam so fast that she was often out of view of the camera by the time I had gathered enough wits to click the shutter each time she reappeared. A bicycle had been dumped into the river at that location, and I liked its contrast to her natural task at hand.

Once I got out from the park, the walking route to the Mound was tedious and hot. Just a very narrow, gravelly footpath running between overgrown nettles and shrubbery. Warm, still air and no view because of the tunnel of overgrowth.



The Mound itself is like walking over a manicured archeological site. The wall remnants are interesting, because it is mostly the core flint rock (rubble and flint stone--now I get it, Raymond) several feet thick. The smooth facing-stones are almost all gone, taken away ages ago for other building projects. The remaining flint stone has sharp edges and faces, and the whole thing sparkles in the sun like wads of crumpled aluminum foil.

The earthworks are impressive--deep motte and broad bailey that once housed a courtyard, well, tower, king's quarters, etc. The place has history dating from the Stone Age through Celts, Saxons, Vikings, and on forward.

The site itself, though, baffles my level of interest. There's not much here, and archeology of the 1910s has uncovered, say, one portion of a foundation wall and declared, "Oh, this was once a great hall where the Norman king would have judged his subjects," or some such. I feel like I'm viewing a dinosaur conjectured from a tooth fragment.

I wonder if someday we won't be able to tour these kinds of sites as giant walk-through holograms. I'm having a hard time putting height and clarity into this site. The interpretive signs don't include a 3-D model, and the whole place doesn't look like much more than a grassy park with a few partial, unfaced walls and spectacular views.

Frankly, I feel bored by all this, and I wonder why. My energy and curiosity and enthusiasm for life today seem drained. How could I have become so inured? Travel is supposed to be exciting, adventurous. Every moment is new. I want to see it up close. I want to take it all in from afar. I'd like to be in the middle of it, interacting.

Yet so much of what others seem to enjoy bores me at this moment. Shopping. Archeological history. Walking around this site. Being without a traveling companion.

Yeah, that's tedious sometimes. Always being alone. Sure, I talk to people. Good moments. Good reminders of my connectedness to the world. And, foolishly, I keep looking outside of myself for the partner, the companion. Are you the one? You? Or you? Travel seems to be an inefficient way to make long-term relationships. Rarely in one place very long. No time to grow anything. Except my Self from the inside out, which is the most important reason to travel alone.

Relaxed eyes. I can't seem to relax my eyes today. I’m frowning a lot. Concentration. Focus. Sunlight. Intensity.

Maybe it's the heat. I prop myself against a knee-high wall and nap in its meager 1 o'clock shade, then wander into town for a bit of shopping. I need an extra T-shirt to wear when the rest of my stuff is in the laundry. I find a bright pink one in Marks & Spencer. Got hot just standing in stores, and I couldn't take much of that this afternoon.



I hadn't really intended to, but I went to Salisbury Cathedral and wander around. This is the first cathedral I've been to that allows cameras. Took photos of stained glass and got to listen to the choir practice before they went in to get dressed for the 5:30pm evensong service.

Sign in the gift shop: "Those who look outward dream; those who look inward awaken." --Jung.

Hmmm.




The atmosphere at Salisbury Cathedral is different from Bath Abbey. I like the cloisters here. The abbey doesn't have them. Westminster in London has them. I had modeled the House of Solitaries after them in the book. The cool stone seats of the cloister felt good in the heat today. I smiled at the carving of a cat in a low wall in the cloister. Did some animal-loving monk leave this mark hundreds of years ago?

Yay--they have a 3D model of Old Sarum out here in the cloisters. Now I can see how the whole mound had acted as a village site, with a cathedral and castle surrounded by homes, workshops, etc. A right village it was.

Decided to stay for the evensong service, especially since visitors were allowed to sit in the quire (choir) area of the church, which put me right next to the singers and right across from the amazing pipe organ, which I also tape recorded. The organist played a freeform contemporary tune until the service started, and the music swelled everywhere around us.


Each person sat in a tall, elaborately carved oak seat that’s named and has a coat of arms on it. We even had needlepoint cushions to sit on. Was feeling slightly headachy from the heat, but the need to pay attention to the cues of the service--stand up, sit down, stand up, follow along from one of three music and reading books, listen to the beautiful singers and soloists--kept my attention off of it.

Ate dinner at the Red Lion hotel, which has been around since 1220, when it used to house workers while they built the cathedral. Followed instinct to go there, and ended up dining with Ken and Jeanette from Iowa. Their son is at Oxford and marrying a Brit soon. Ken golfs at St Andrews every year in an international team tournament, and they had just returned from that event in Scotland.

The last vestiges of my solitary mood lifted in their company, and my headache eased with a good dinner of salmon, capers, and fresh cream on a baguette and a refreshing Pimms (a summer drink of fruit, brandy or gin, and lemonade--think British sangria).

Well fed and fully walked-out for the day, I returned to the hostel feeling a lot better about the world and my place in it. The second fruity Pimms may have helped some, too (grin).

On to Salisbury

Am on a train now from Plymouth to Salisbury, via Exeter St David. Just left the coastal region. The stone here is brick-red cliffs, so buildings have changed to reds from the Cornwall granite gray and Bath's sandstone cream.

I'm working my way to the Isle of Wight and right now am feeling prickly and grumpy, thinking that I've wasted my two days in Devon. My original intent had been to get into to the heart of Dartmoor National Park, to walk among standing stones and take a trail or two over the moors. Landing in Lydford was the easiest path for rail and bus and put me at the northwest edge of the Dartmoor region. I don't want to rent a car on this trip, and found that getting to the interior without one is time-consuming--it takes buses, walking, excessive scheduling, etc.

I feel disappointed that I didn't get there as planned, yet I enjoyed the journeys I did take in Devon. I was in the right place at the right time, even though I'm not sure why. I suppose it's enough that I met lovely people on my walks--the Lydford neighborlady painting her window sashes, Janet and Trisha inviting me in for tea, and Elenor and Alex from Scotland. Plus I got a big dose of clarity on what's right for me to do next--set aside six months to finish Sigil and be done with it.

So here I am, I'm heading to Salisbury for two nights before the Wight tree climbing. My gray mood tells me I'm only going there to kill time before my prebooked Wight stay. My bones tell me it's the place I'm supposed to go next.

I could have chosen a different path toward Wight, but Salisbury crossed my radar from a BBC show about Britain's building history. Salisbury has the UK's tallest church tower, an add-on that weighs so much that it's buckling parts of the rest of the cathedral.

I'm to do some Internet there. And something else I don't know about yet. Some appointment or two I need to keep.

"Take the weather with you" sang a rock band over the radio while I was in Cornwall. I have indeed been doing that, with lovely sunshine following me since I left Bath. I've got a right decent farmer's tan now.

The Salisbury YHA is a 20-minute walk from the train station, and almost across the street from the B&B where I stay tomorrow night.

I like Salisbury as a walking town. It's energetic, with plenty of new to go along with the old. It reminds me of Bath, only a little more open-plan. The buildings don't feel as tall or the roads as winding or closed in.

It's definitely better than Okehamption. What was with Okehampton? Aside from the footballers, it was a ho-hum place.

Found the one Internet café in town and spent two and a half hours this evening getting half of my Bath blogs up and checking e-mail.

I'm enjoying this kind of writing--the intent to share myself and my experiences with my friends--and am trying out a new way of working with it...jotting throughout the day, and giving myself time in the morning or evening to process it all.

I've enjoyed not having to write for the past month, now that I'm without clients for a while...I've only done it when I felt like it, really. Now I'm doing it because I want to, instead of because I'm supposed to. I like that.

Went to a play this evening--a Salisbury College production called "Playhouse Creatures." Very finely done with a cast of five. It's about women being in the theatre in the days just after Shakespeare--the trials and tribulations of being female and in that environment, with its realities of prostitution and starving artists, and is loosely centered around a true story of Nell Gwynne, a young actress who became the king's mistress while the leading lady aged out of her job.

Not sure what I'll do tomorrow--I want to stay out of the touristy things, but the heart of the city is easy to cover in a day by foot, and I'm feeling the need to keep myself occupied and "out there" rather than holed up in the hostel or a coffee shop all day.

Once thing's sure--I won't be singing for my supper, since busking--public performance for money--is frowned on here.

Wild Tea, Strawberries, and Youth on the Granite Way

The highlight of my day today was finding a toilet, for it led to finding three new friends. Seriously. This event put the little village of Bridestowe on the map for me.

It all started as a 9-mile walk up the Granite Way bike path from Lydford to Okehampton. I stopped in Bridestowe (BRID eh stow) a few miles out to mail some items at the post office and use a toilet.

"Sorry, luv," the postmaster shakes his head. "There's no public toilet in Bridestowe. The nearest one is a mile down the road."

A mile? Yikes. My bladder can't wait that long. Bushes notwithstanding, I hit upon the idea of relying on the good graces of a B&B that I pass on the way out of the village.

I knock on the door, a smiling woman greets me, and I tell her my plight. I not only get hustled immediately to the upstairs bathroom with a hearty, welcoming laugh from the proprietress, but am happily, purrily greeted by her year-old Maine Coon cat, Barnaby, and then invited to stay for tea with her (Janet, at right in the photo) and her friend Trisha.


We are joined soon after by Janet's grown son, Alex, who rounds the kitchen corner and greets us all with "Oh, god, it's the coven" before sitting with us at the round dining table.

An hour later, we are still there, laughing ourselves silly over the image of hefty women in Spandex and overly short shorts creating their own wedgies, Janet's inadvertent Princess of Wales imitation (wearing a cotton skirt against sunlight on the stairs for the delivery man), Bush, Blair, stupid foreign and domestic policies, and US and UK TV programs.

It was all terribly non-politically correct and hoots of fun. There are very few people I've met who are more straight-shooting than British "coven" biddies. They also enlightened me about the British armed forces where men are encouraged to question orders that trouble them. Alex had served in the first Gulf War and now works for British Gas in Egypt and surfs the Devon coast and fixes mom's B&B toilet seats when he's home.

Janet and Trisha have been friends from their time working for the Royal Marine Academy on the Dartmoor moors. I have easily missed the worst of weather on these moors, where, the ladies tell me, winter winds double people over and rain comes sideways and ice builds up around flag poles so thick a man can't wrap his arms around it.






The 9-mile walk itself was easy--a bike path is flat and paved most of the way, and the route is well signed. I found a tasty snack of wild strawberries en route, took in some lovely views of Devon from the Lake Viaduct (that's where I am in that photo), and shared the day with very few other mammals--only the occasional sheep or bicyclist.

Got into Okehampton in time to buy my YHA (hostel) card for future use and to watch a dozen girls team up to help each other on a climbing wall at the hostel. I was as impressed with those who chose to retreat when they got stuck, as with those who made it all the way to the top. There was no teasing or ridicule, only "You can do it, Theresa!" and "She wants to come down--give her some rope." I'd like to try that at REI sometime.

Wandered around Okehampton and now understand why every person I've met who doesn't live here grimaced when I said I was going there. It's good sized, has all the right shops, some old buildings, but no spark. Nothing to set it off, no real sense of town identity.

Tonight is another local football game in the World Cup, England v. Trinidad & Tobago, and I want to catch the game before I take a bus home. But none of the pubs on the main road catch my eye as an interesting prospect.

I ask a local fellow who is closing up his jewelry shop where to see the game.

"Wouldn't know," he says apologetically, latching the expandable iron grill that secures his doorway. "Don't watch football, and I don't drink, so I don't go to the pubs."

Great. I happen to ask the one teetotaller in all of Okehampton how to find the best bar in town.

I thank him, press onward, then spy a group of young footballers coming up the street. All are in their late teens/early twenties, dressed in white and red England jerseys, one draped in a flag of the Cross of St George, all loud and rambunctious and arms wrapped around each other and singing some kind of team song.

I enter their circle, laughing. "Just the people I need to meet. Where's the best place to watch the game?"

"The Prat" spouts a blond one near me. "Definitely The Prat." An arm goes round my shoulders, and I am spun on my heels in the other direction. "Come with us. Best place to watch any football."

"How's the food?" I am almost yelling to be heard above the tumult of his friends.

"Oh, the food's terrible. But you don't go for the food anyway, do you? You go for the game, to be with your mates and cheer England on!"

This statement is met by raucous cheers. What Okehampton lacks in luster it makes up for in English pride.

"So you're a school team, then?"

"Not a school team. Okehampton's team." More whoops and woo-hooing and group kisses on the cheek.

"The Prat" is the Pretoria Vaults pub, down a side street near the top end of town center. It has an enormous projector TV, with standing-room only viewing, right inside the main entrance.

We are greeted by a crush of young 20-somethings, also all in red and white or wrapped in St George flags, chanting, singing, being the biggest fans in the place.

My group escort carves a way toward the back end of the bar and I hang onto a shirt tail to keep track of them. They are already totally psyched for the game, and the hugging, cheek kissing and draping of arms around mate's heads and necks continues in earnest as they settle in for a view the game from across the room.

They stand on chairs, exchange more hugs and kisses and beers that they pour over each other, pass wallets and cash overhead to order more bottles and pints, chant chants, whistle and holler to friends across the pub, and then sing the opening chorus of "God Save the Queen" (to the same tune as "My Country 'Tis of Thee") at the top of their lungs once the game starts.

I stay long enough to get the feel of things--the boys have already forgotten their charge in their enthusiasm--and then step back from the press of bodies to watch the game at another, quieter screen at the back of the pub, where the grown-up men (also sporting white and red clothing and an occasional Union Jack) watch a smaller projection TV, and where I am less likely to get beer poured all over me.

I order the only food the pub offers--a hot Cornish pasty--and eat it while standing in an open doorway that offers fresh air and leads to a household yard. Two five-year-olds with squirt guns make a game of dousing us guests with water--I become a prime target nearest the door, and I playfully shoo them away. They finally give up when I keep an active eye on the doorway so they can no longer ambush me.

Wanting to sit down instead of stand for another hour, I finally leave The Prat through a back door and go to the Plume & Feathers pub, which is quieter and downright cozy. Only a few adults are gathered around tables and the bar here, but they're just as vocal about good and bad plays as any youth at The Prat.

England wins 1-0 with a goal at the very end of the game. "Well done," say I, and head for the bus home.

Hoofin' and Footin' It in Lydford

In order to experience the Dartmoor moors first-hand, I needed better transportation than my feet. Enter Ellie, a very willing little horse at Cholwell Farm in Mary Tavy, a few miles south of The Springs. Margaret drove me to the stable and picked me up, and I shared the hour's horseback ride with several other women who came there regularly for lessons and day rides.

We headed straight out from the farmyard onto the moors, where we cantered a few times and mostly walked over the rocky trails. Endless view across the moors, with patches of heather that have yet to flower.

While I was happy to be on a horse again, I was glad this ride was only an hour. My legs felt the workout after many months of not riding Barney last year. My tailbone definitely felt it, too.




The mile and a half walk to Lydford Gorge in the afternoon passed the ruins of Lydford Castle within the village. This centuries-old keep is owned by the National Trust but open to the public without fee or welcome wagon. Just walk up the hill and around the back, and there you are, roaming around the ruins and climbing the steps. Cool.

Had lunch at the Lydford Gorge tearoom (including a mango/orange/cinnamon tea that was astonishingly pink) before heading out to "do the gorge"--£5 for a 3-mile nature loop that's a tame, wide, gravelled path winding along woods at the south and downright hazardous at the north end near Devil's Cauldron.

Here the trail comes right along the river and you're walking on slippery, anywhere-angled layers of rock. Some of the paths have thin pipe handrails. Others don't. Signs definitely warn of the danger, and brochures tell people to wear sensible shoes.

A couple whom I chatted with later in Lydford said that rescue teams have to go in three or four times a year to retrieve someone who's fallen in by a misstep or foolish footwear choices like flip-flops or high heels. I can believe it. My hiking boots saved me from twisted ankles, but sometimes I slipped alarmingly on the smooth wet stone. I kept chanting, "I am a graceful, surefooted mountain goat" to get through. Goofy, but it worked.




While Lydford's is nothing like the Columbia River gorge, the glimpses of river, waterfalls, and greenery were spectacular at that end of the gorge. Waters rush and wind through high narrow channels in miniature rapids that later smooth into sections gentle enough for fish to laze in the current.

Early in the gorge walk, I met a Scottish couple who were trying to take a timed photo of themselves on a bridge by balancing the camera on the railing. I offered to take the shot, and we kept passing each other the rest of the route.



We met again at the very end, Devil's Cauldron, where they offered to take my photo and e-mail it once they got back from holiday in a week or two. We got to chatting a bit.

They live between Glasgow and Edinburgh. Names are Eleanor and Alex. I laughed to myself; the names are very close to ones I've used in Sigil, and are just two of many "hits" I've come across related to the book. Clearly spirit is getting my attention about finishing it.

Walked home via Lydford and paused to talk to a couple having tea on benches in their courtyard. I admired the paint job on their window sashes--the woman had been adding a fresh coat of creamy-yellow paint when I'd passed earlier in the day.

Their big dog, Dudley, a black-and-white long-haired border collie mix, placed his forepaws on the stone wall to ask for pets. The woman was still in her painting apron; the man’s shirt had a fire department emblem--he was involved in many gorge rescues. We talked for the good part of an hour, discussing home maintenance, gorge stories, house prices.

Many attached cottages like those around us were selling at around £230,000 (about US$400,000). The homes are two stories, three very tiny bedrooms upstairs with a galley kitchen and one great room downstairs, small shared courtyard spaces down the front of the housing.

They thought these were fair prices. I gulped. Charming as it is, I marked Lydford off my list of possible places to live. Still looking for a one-story cottage somewhere...

To Heligan and Beyond

After a long, if fitful, sleep and then a shower, I am feeling refreshed and capable again. My pack is still exploded all over the room from last night--I dump everything into a pile and re-sort and repack and purge a few more things to mail back to London.

I see now that I do better on a travel day to wear the daypack and haul the big bag all tidied and tied up for the shorter distances. Without the hip and shoulder straps flopping around, it goes better onto bus and rail racks, and there's no need to climb into and out of it every three minutes. Combining the packs is definitely better for the longer schleps from a train station to a B&B. This plan sets me in a better mood already.

I hate reading history. Always have. Had a blurb in my hotel about the room and the hotel. My brain seized up halfway through the first page. I like hearing and seeing history. Hearing it through docents and walks, seeing it through pictures and reenactments. I deal with words so much that the thought and effort of reading more today leaves me enervated and blah. It's another form of taking in from the outside, from someone else's view of the world, and being influenced by it.

Yet isn't all life creation, artistic creation, an outpouring of our experiences and views in life? Can we pour out from a vacuum? Not really. But where comes the source? Head experiences lead to head output. Heart experiences lead to heart output. Physical experiences lead to physical output. Spiritual experiences lead to spiritual output.

We out-put into the world what we dwell on the most. Our minds build a model, a construct, a way of thinking, and our words and actions and even the world's responses retune themselves to that model and construct. We see what we believe. What we choose to vibrate to, the world will give us. I'm trying to stay out of the head experiences as much as possible on this trip.

I'm beginning to experience the pull to write and to put my words out into the world, even if no one reads. I write. That's one of the things I do. I am here, and my words are the proof of it. My graffiti is left in bits and bytes on servers instead of stone all over the world. I was here. Remember me.

The Lost Gardens of Heligan, which I bused to this morning, are called "lost" because they were a Victorian garden that fell into acute disrepair during the war. Buildings toppled under the weight of overgrowth, gardens died, ponds choked with plants and debris. A group of volunteers began resurrecting it several years ago, and have returned much of it to its former splendor.



It is still a work in progress, with many long walks and interesting paths, areas devoted to special types of vegetation (a jungle, for instance), a lovely café that cooks with site-grown organic foods, a huge gift shop, and an amazing collection of restored plants (such as a decades-old rhododendron forest--really!--and rare handkerchief trees, like the one I saw in London).

I liked the idea of starting from the debris. Of the teamwork and design involved in creating a place like that--of reclaiming it, really. The bones of the place were there; they just needed a loving hand and lots of back-work to bring them back. I like that better than working on acres of land from scratch.



The other thing I liked most about Heligan is the mud art. The Giant and the Mud Maiden, both of them very big. I am drawn to the idea of sculpting to that scale with mud and cement. It's like a sand castle only more permanent. Simultaneously whimsical and artful and useful to a garden.

Like the brother and sister artist who created these outdoor pieces, I loved mudpies when I was a kid. Anything that makes a mess is a preferred medium for me. Is that where my sculpting needs to be put? A great feeling of enthusiasm bubbled up inside me when I looked at those: "Hey, I could do that." Anyone have a bit of garden they want to spice up?





The rest of my day was anti-climactic travel--a train ride to sprawling Plymouth through some lovely countryside in between endless tree-blur. An amusing busboard of Britain’s ubiquitous campaign to get people to use a trashcan for their gum instead of sticking it to sidewalks, buses, signposts, and toilets. A one-hour trip to Lydford that stretched to two hours because of a huge backup after an accident on a bike path that crosses the area.

Reached The Springs with ease from the flag-stop bus route at the top of the road out of Lydford. It's a cozy three-story B&B run by Mr and Mrs Wray; she's Margaret. She and her husband spend every winter in southern India, and he's over there now building a home for them to use when they're there. My room has a view onto a friendly garden with a lovely collection of June flowers, and Margaret is a great cook.

Ate dinner at The Dartmoor Inn, barely a quarter mile from The Springs along a dangerously narrow (no shoulder, heavy traffic) B road.

I am hungrier than I expected to be. Also tired after a long trip up here. My server, Val, is very game--arranging for me to sample the black pudding, a traditional slice of stuff made from pig's blood, fat, organ meat and who-knows-what-else leftovers from a slaughter. Leave it to the frugal Brits (or any European heritage) to put all parts of a pig to work for sustenance.

The stuff is very rich--a forkful goes a long way--but tasty in a meaty, slightly peppery kind of way. I could almost feel my iron and vitamin A levels go up with each of my three bites. My main meal of marinated fish over salad greens was worthy of a fine restaurant, which this has been rated as.

Finished off with a lemon tart with a dollop of clotted cream (yes, that’s solid cream, not ice cream on that wedge), waddled home, and was more than grateful for the chance to roll into bed and sleep it all off.